sighs! i am at dear dear hus now. i got nothing to do. i wake him up early in the morning. am i wrong? maybe babx. but i wake him up is because i want to check with me what the plan for today. coz he asks me to go to his place, but i dont know what time to go over. today early in themorning, i sent my brother to school at sembawang. then after that he asks me to go over his place. i dont really want to go over to his place, coz is early in the morning. and his parents are still not awake. omg! i feel damm weird going to his hus early in the morning. sighs. i dont noe what to do. zhen hao, u have changed! last time you are not like that. u keep asking that i dont noe how u feel! but did u even spare a thought for me? did u even tell me how u are feeling? if u dont tell me how do i ever noe? i am not a worm living in ur mind. i am ur gf! mine u! sighs. whatever la. tommor is our 4th months anniversary. hope nothing will happen. i love u forever. darling! muackz! <3
hey hey hey i m back home 2 days ago =) saw my dear dear at airport i hug her she nvr hug me properly :( sad sad. suprisingly i dint suffer any jet lags.. well today morning went to dear dear house to fetch dear dear, she was late as usual for class. and i gave her a scolding. after tat i waited for her at her class after sch den we went to nsc to pay pesta sukan form. actually, i tink they need parents to sign on the form, but i'm there, wad to do. loL. give chance.. haha.. after nsc we went to parkway to walk and eat lunch, dear dear is naughty pig lar. order tom yam ban mian when she cant eat tat. den i ate oyster and hokkien mee. den dear dear and i went to walk walk and we saw someone.. JOVIN. WTF.. sibei suay. den i went to play arcade and we saw him there too ? wtf.. we had fun at arcade the last part cos we sat some ride thing. haha.. it was so ticklish.. after tat dear dear and i went to take 966 to woodlands.. freaking bus ride 1 hr and a half and we slept through it. we suppose to meet soo mei and zhilong for dinner at pizza hut and we dint even feel our phone vibrating when we call them. bloody zhilong bluff us say reach liao in the end 15 mins late.. wth.. after dinner. i made dear dear go take her passport size photo for ME !!! haha. so dam chio lar.. freaking hell. and we develop our photos together.. haha.. i went to look at the slippers i wan to buy and i m buying it tml. well... about 945, i send dear dear to the taxi stand and i gave her money take cab cos she's late.. sorry dear dear. i made u go home late again.. sigh.. anyway wan talk to dear dear now le
hey hey hey. i m at st lawrence college now blogging in the dining hall which only have internet.. youth worlds have been good. the race committee and stuff like this. they are efficent and it's much better than singapore's race comm. well only thing is the food. it sucks. bloody hell. it's like only 1 portion we can only have and at night i m always hungry. darling is very supportive of me. she talks to me every night( my time) and motivate me and tell me do my very best best. the wind was good. jus that i got a lil leg injury on my left side, no excuses though. average i tink the wind is around 15 knots. there's no wind today or rather storming the whole day. haha. so we waited and i got back all my sleep =) tomorrow is the last day, the day which will determine if victoria b in the medal position. 29er gals and boys did not bad cos it's their first time sailing the 29er and it's not long that they started it.. bout 2 mths ago? well i tink i will end up finishing 21st out of 38 boats and i don noe if that's good. compare to maxi's last youth worlds.. it sucks.. well after tomorrow, we will b off to paris for 16 hrs hols, and then back to singapore arriving on monday, in the evening. cant wait to see my darling pigggggggg. oinks. haha. her bolster have been a great help to me cos i keep hugging it and it really is comfortable sleeping with it. today something funny happen. ghandi and sherman's room's toilet bow flooded.. loL. their toilet bow got choked and the shit is all there, it then flooded their whole room after they flush the toilet. then the whole room stinks. they cause the 1st floor ppl to move out cos it was leaking to the first floor room which is directly below of theirs. well anyway. i g2g and rest and cos my laptop no more batt le..
hi i m back frm sailing and packing our stuff. today wind was bout 15-20 knots and i was training for 3 hrs. quite nice though but my thighs hurt like siao. today is the last day i m blogging cos when we check into the venue call st lawrence college, we might not b able to use internet at all and any other communication devices. so sorry dear i cant email le. u haf to wait for me to come back or the last day den i can talk to u or something.. well. i will try my best in the regatta though. now is only 410 pm and we are waiting til 7 for dinner. until den i can wake my darling up for school. haha. darling don b a piggy and wake up for sch on time !!!!!!!! don b late le. i m dam tired. i feel sick, headache and muscles cramps. mayb it's linked. when haf muscle cramps the veins is working much more when i m hiking and it is like transmitted to my brain which makes it painful. loL. mayb i m talking rubbish. haha.. time passes so fast and our training is over and getting use to canada is oso over. now it's time for the big event and i hope to do well. everyone is supporting me and i m very happy bout that so i will try not to disappoint them. hmm we will b having jap food later at night at 7 and we will leave queen's uni at 8am tml for st lawerence college and we will do registration tml and settle it fast and get on the water fast and get back and slack !! haha. anyway. i g2g rest.. tired.. love u always darling.. muackz.. take care and pls eat medicine and get well soon.. piggg is worried.. muack !
i m back. today was another routine day. 7am pt, 8 am breakfast. but it was a lil change of plan. suzzy's team is suppose to haf a rest day, tc's windsurfer is suppose to do some checking and giba and i suppose to do training. i waited til 2pm and we left for the club while the rest do their own things. it was bout 0-3 knots the wind so when the first thing giba and i arrived at kingston yatch club, we straight away say, cancel training. so giba and i went to portsmouth cos i wanted to see my volvo youth worlds boat and i saw it !!! dam chio. i wan to take a full pic of tat boat !! hahahha.. and the sail and me =) the sailor =) ahaha. though i know i will do badly, i will try my very very very best to get top 3, my aim was top 3... dear dear is supporting me all the way.. i m jus afraid i disappoint her =( after tat, we happen to meet the rest of the team at the olympic harbour so we went to the town for a walk. giba left me with the rest of the team and went back himself. the rest of us went for a movie and i bought a few weird stuff at a dollar shop. one is for u my dear.. haha.. i had popcorn with shaun. the butter flavoured. dam cool lar. loL. singapore shud haf one of the flavour lol. then after the movie we went for dinner at the pilot's house, which is canadian food. after tat we went for purely made ice cream and we walked back to the car and tc was hafing jap food so i joined in for a few sushis. bloody hell i ate california roll with avocado inside which i hated and i had to swallowed it and i almost vomitted it out. then we went home and i straight away called dear dear.. first thing. kana shouted cos of wad ? maple.. i dint even take the thing he say i take. wtf. wad u wan me to do? make the thing for u when i dont even play maple anymore? i returned ur RED WHIP already and that's all in my account. i dint even see anything else ? wad more u fuking wan? i hate it when i quarrel with my dear. cos of maple causing all this thing? wtf? i quitted long ago after my trials for youth worlds? 4 months ago? wtf u wan me do with my account? i m coolling down now.. if not for my dear, ur account is naked. i jus don wan to give my dear trouble. anyway. i wan cool down now. think bout this made my blood boil and make me stress. bye
hihihi. today i sailed. finally. my boat came at around 11.45am and it's quite a good boat. it's a sail no. 18 series boat. new i reckon. well. we woke up at 7 to do pt til 740am den we met for breakfast at 8am. i chiong hell lot of breakfast today and yesterday. lol. don pang chance this kinda of thing. anyway after breakfast we took a rest for 45 mins and i talked to darling b4 i left for club. darling, ur cough and ur sickness is getting worst. pls see a doc ok? i don wan see a sick piggy when i go back. after we left for the club, suzzy and her sailors stayed at the club to rig their boats while TC and shaun went to buy some hardware and giba and i went to the supermarket to stock up our food. well i bought a call card once again for darling. so i can call her. haha.. well darling. it's around 6hrs of talk time this time. loL. after around 1230 i prepare everything, the wind was bout 7-9knots and i sailed. after tat the wind picked up to 13 knots and i train as hard as i can and after tat i kana cramp on my two thighs. i was like wtf. dam painful for 10 mins den giba ask me go over to the powerboat and he gave me a light massage. it was better and it's seems to b ok now. after that. the wind picked up to 15-17 knots which was forecasted today and i sailed with shaun who was windsurfing. on shore, TC = talk cock, but when he is coaching, i think he is dam fierce lol. after tat. i came back to shore and shaun and ghandi got cough. suzzy came to me and ask me m i sick. i told her no but when i breathe in the feeling is like inside is sucked in. and she say i was sick and i mus tell her tat i m sick cos i made those two sick. bloody hell. i told giba on sunday already and he asked me m i recovering i said yes. so yesterday we went dinner and he told me to drink hot stuff i said ok. and i told him i ate medicine so it is ok. today that fuking suzzy come and kan me for that when i told giba i was sick but i m recovering? wtf is wrong with her. aussies suppose to b nice and understanding and she was like telling me off and dint even bother showing concern as a senior ? so i was like fine. fuk off. i dint say tat though. she tell me i haf to tell her. fuk lar. ppl first yr in youth champs right. how i know mus tell u when i already told my own coach. ok fine nvm. anyway. now is dinner time and i will call u dear dear.. love u.. muackz.. take care ok.. pls... see doctor. cos it's kinda getting worst.
hihihihi.. i m back blogging dear. haha. today we woke up at 8am jus cos of breakfast. wth. actually can wake up at 10am. lol. stupid right. dumb breakfast 730am-830am. bloody hell. den we went to sailing centre at 930am and there is no wind.. 0-3 knots? so we went to collect hobie 16 and the hobie ghandi and chun got is like ancient boat. loL. den we waited for 3hrs for the 29er and tc, shaun and i went to town to buy ropes and i cant find the sim card for the phone. so we gave up and went back to sailing centre for lunch. loL. b4 that. giba told me tat the guy transporting my laser got into an accident, and my laser is crashed. loL. den suzzie told me someone in the guy's family die and tat guy transporting my laser got into an accident. so bloody suay lol. haha. so i dint sail. giba cancelled my training at 3pm and the rest, 29ers, hobie and RSX launched. so i went back with giba back home. so i went for "pt". actually i went to find a sim card for dear.. i walked for 1hrs and i found the card. but i dint buy it cos it's like 25 dollars for the card and the activation is like freaking 50 bucks. so i dint buy it.. sorry dear.. looks like we got to use international calling card and the internet sms to communicate. loL. so i m blogging now at 6.40pm and waitin for the rest to come home for dinner. haha. anyway. i m talking to u now dear !!!! haha. sorry to wake u up ok. hope u dont mind. haha.. i love u ok? i will try to call u everyday ok... haha.. anyway darling. pls blog also ok.. pls pls pls.. i very long nvr see ur own blog and my blog updated le.. haha.. so i wan see. anyway. i wan to go wash up le ok.. i later going dinner. cya dear.
hey hey hey.. i m in canada now and the time difference is 12 hrs back. loL. i tot canada will b dam cold, but it turns out to b.. 25 degrees. and the weather for tml is 35 degrees.. whoo. m i in the right country or wad? lol. the water is not that cold and it's a freshwater lake. this time i will b exactly b in canada for 2wks. heng... not so many days like in kiel. anyway. i was soooo lost when i cant sms darling.. cos i will b smsing her and everything talking to her.. but now.. hais.. totally cut off.. darling, u are my motivation and u are the only one who can cheer me up and help me. dear. when i m not at home pls b a good gal and don let ur pig worry ok? pls? now i m still worrying for u going home so late and stuff. hais.. ur freedom is once again back when i m not with u ar? i miss u so much u know. i cant express the amount i miss u. the room is good. very cosy and got aircon. wth. loL. anyway. darling. i love u so much ok. nothing will break us up right? u will support me in my overseas trip and remember me right? i will b back soon. don worry. i hope u are not showing any sadness on ur face when i m not with u, or are u very happy that i m not there to control u and stuff? pls try not to drink ok. hais. i promise u not to drink and pls don drink alright? i beg u ba.. now is 12am here and it's only 8 july. 13 more days b4 i come back. will u fetch me back? hais. i hope u will. if i dint see u i will b dam sad lar.. i will b happy in the terminal when i come out from the plane but if i dint see u.. my whole face will change.. hais.. we will leave canada on 21 july. flying back to paris and we stay one day at paris for the plane back to singapore. that's why we arriving on 23rd. we plan to go eiffel tower on that day and take a walk. anyway darling, the event shirt u wan me buy is 25-35 pounds. which means... a few dollars sing.. loL. go convert urself. pls try to sail hard and train hard ok? then nxt time for all u know u can come overseas with me right? isnt' it better? haha. darling pls sms me if i buy a prepaid card cos i cant stand not using my phone smsing u. so we will limit to 10 sms a day ok. so i can last for 2wks. and not topping it up all the time.. anyway. i wan to sleep le.. i will try to blog everyday. pls email me everyday k? i love u piggy dear dear.. muackz.. take care ok? i will b back soon.
hey hey. once again today i dint go school. lol. actually the whole wk i dint go sch cos i was rather busy with preparing for my trip =) today i woke up at 12. and i went to raffles to queue for donuts ? it was so long ? i was like wth and after a while i walk off. after tat darling called me and tell me 4pm she finish lesson le.. so i went to dhouby ghaut and look at something den i went to meet her and we leave for nsc together cos i had a meeting at 6pm. the meeting was soooooo bloody long lar.. argh.. 6pm-8pm ? and i was like wtf.. well it's ok. haha.. they taught us how to handle the media in youth worlds and we were learning and rehearsing the qns they might ask. after the meeting, darling, me and my parents went to eat dinner at lavender. we had turtle soup, fried oyster, fried kway teow, pophiah. haha.. darling better do more running ok ? lol. tomorrow i leaving for Canada le.. sighh. overseas again. well this time i really haf to train hard there and do well... tml night 9pm i haf to b at the airport.. taking air france.. wtf.. no sq ? confirm dam sianx.. darling is the only one that i'm worried when i'm overseas.. hais.. she's like a treasure to me.. i m worried for u darling.. pls take care alright? don go home too late ok ? pls email me everyday or something so i wont b worried.. i hope i can get to email u ok? pls understand.. during the competition no phone is allowed at all so i cant communicate.. sigh... i love u dar.. my parents say bukit pangjang plaza got donut factory? wow.. tml i m going to take a look.. hehe.. everyday donuts liao but need queue for freaking 2 hrs ? at least ? i hope not lor.. kaoz.. residents at bukit pangjang mus b serve first !!! i dont care!!! loL.. tml we go queue ok darling? loL.. at least it's near my hse it's ok.. wa lao queuing at raffles city is not tat good.. so far away from my hse. loL. darling pls stop pinching me cos there are bruises forming already.. pls.. i jus dint tell u or show u cos it's not too obvious.. it's dam painful ok.. sigh.. i wont hit u back or wad.. cos u are my dar.. i wont hurt u.. dear dear. i love u.. i m waiting for u to reply my sms. sigh.. i called u a few times u wont answer.. pls call back or reply my sms.. i love u.. muackz..
hey... i m feeling dam happy. after watching transformers and spending time with my dear. so happy. but at the same time i dam sad.. cos.. dear wan to go drinking. sigh.. dear not i don let u go. i trust u. i trust u wont drink so much but ur temptations for alcohol is high. after wadever happen to u last time when u are at party and all u cant hold ur alcohol. i noe. u don haf to say no. i can tell from the way u drink and the way u tell me. sorry i jus noe ok. and i know it's stupid but i watch the show on tv tat many misunderstanding starts happen when ppl drink and gettin drunk and high ? and gals will b vulnerable to guys' attack from "rape" or molest. i'm serious and gals will not know wad will happen if they are drunk or high. they will know only after wad happen? like going to bed with another guy? i know u are with them, but don forget u are going home urself and the place u walk is dark and deserted. and if they are oso drunk or high, do u tink they can help u ? i don tink so. my frens go to bar, they saw alot of incidents at all this places, clubs, bars etc etc. so i really hope u will think twice lar.. sigh. u promise me not to go club, i appreciate that and i wont ask u again. i will know alot of things, even if u don tell me. i can know de. u cant hide frm me anything, even if u do hide, the truth will come out sooner or later for ur info and if i find out that's worst right? so telling me the truth is more important than anything ? dont u think so ? i m sad.. i already tell u i let u go for her birthday. i will take it. i promise u i change not to b so paranoid and sensitive. but i really don like u to drink at all. really. i hate it when wrong things happen? if really u really get rape or molested ? don u tink u will break with me cos of u letting me down and letting other guys take advantage of u ? sorry i dint mean to say the word breaking up cos i hate to hear that. i m dam sad.. but at the same time i m dam happy too cos i can get to spend alot of time with u. and thanks for spending loads of time with me. i m dam sad cos i leaving for canada with the no phone rule and alot of rules. zzz and i will b love sick lar.. loL. i hope u will see me off and fetch me back. really. i always love to see u come fetch me and see me off whenever i go overseas. if u dint i really will look north- south- east- west around the airport and if i still dint see u i will b dam sad and impatient cos i cant see u. sigh.. i really hope u don go drinking and bar. pls understand. i know it's ur fren's birthday and i know u don wan disappoint her. i understand. i let u go but at the same time i m dam worried for wadever happen do u get it? and 12 hrs of difference in canada and singapore is not really good. argh. cos jetlag.. wtf. cant talk? cant play com? argh. i m talking to u on the phone feeling sad. i sad... read the post.. understand.? i really hope u will. ok that's all for my sadness. worried and sensitive again? argh. wad a nature i haf.. wtf. hate it... but don u tink wadever i say is true? m i a good boyfren to u ? i tink i suck.. i don noe.. sigh.. do i ? pls tell me the truth i will accept it.. really.. m i better than ur ex? he let u do everything and i? controlling u ? wtf.. argh.. ok here's the happy things
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