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she's dancing my pain away

Sunday, 17 June 2007 10:46 am

hi darling.. i'm sorry for today.. really am.. i m useless. i sucks.. i don understand how u feel. i only think for myself. i shud not have make u like this. terribly sorry =( sobs. now i understand the importance of u. i mus control my own temper.. i m losing it again... i don wan it to happen.. all i wan is to change to b a better person jus as u promise me to b better too... i m foolish and silly. i m horrible.. i got no self confidence in my own race and i vent it all on u cos u dint console me.. it's my fault that i dint race properly.. it's not u... it's me.. u haf been supporting me and sacrificing for me.. i dint appreciate it and now i realise it.. i m sorry.. i really don wan u to go clubbing, drinking and going home late.. i will not forgive myself if u go cos i made u like this... doing things u don wan to do... XINNI I'M SORRY =(( SOBS... all i can do now is to wait for u to read this post.. wait for u to cool down and we start over again.. FRESH.. i don wan to hurt u again.. i wan to see a happy u ... i wan to see u smile and laugh. i wan to b the best boyfren to my princess... 5th last for me is a lesson to b learned.. i love u darling.. i iwll nvr hurt u again... i promise.. i swear.. if i break my promise... i will die a terrible death... NOTHING'S GONA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR U XINNI !!!.. NO ONE CAN REPLACE U IN MY HEART.. MY HEART AND SOUL ARE ALWAYS FOR U.. i really hope u totally forgive me.. sigh... sorry dear.. i m really sorry... will u forgive me ? i wan go through thick and thin with u together.. enjoy together, haf fun together, cry together.. i really hope our heart link as 1. no one can seperate us. i don wan anyone to seperate us.. i wan to spend my rest of my life with u.. my one and only.. GOH XINNI.. i wan u to b with me.. not to leave me... nvr to break with me... i wont let the past happen again to u... i wont... i will treasure u... u are my one and only.. i m willing to do anything for u.. even die for u... think of it.. i m really dumb... i keep letting u suffer and u hang in there... i wont do it again... i beg u for a chance.. pls... i jus wan u to keep ur promises to me and change for me... i wan to celebrate all the anniversarys with u... everything.. i wont let u suffer anymore.. our third month is coming soon
Zhen Hao apologises to Xinni for what he do for the past two months.. can we start afresh? 17th june 07. No more sadness, anger, disappointment and craziness.. I hope u give me this chance..
Loads of <3.. Zhen Hao

-; thankyou for loving me